CONTEMPLATION
As i sit here after reading what chris and sorcha wrote about the two parts of them not sure about how they want to react to dan's post I find myself questioning what I have done in the past and not so past. It also comes back to reacting and coping in situations and whether or not I do the right thing from time to time. There are times when people have to truely loose something before they realise what it/they or whatever is worth to them. The other day I received an email from someone whom I used to be friends with, just a stupid survey. I know some of you may have heard my story about telling someone off and then seeing her in an interview for a day camp in halifax this past summer...and blah blah blah. Well it was from her and I replied her email saying that I basically apologized or something and felt bad that things turned out the way that they did, and was wondering if she even realised that she put me on her mailing list. I gave ericka the option as to whether or not she email me back. I don't know if she will or not and kind of wish she does because there was a time in my life where I wanted her to be there and we were there for each other. I guess that I wanted the stupid shit to be over, and wanted to know how she was doing and what was going on im her life because it sounded like she broke up with her boyfriend and I would have lent a hand if the situation was different. I guess I think that things ought to be forgiven in certain circumstances because most of the time things are not worth the heartache. So most of the time it is not only on the person that made the mistake to have some self-actualization but the person that was burned to look within themselves and decide whether or not they were wrong in the severity of their reactions.
